Well so, I
sincerely appologize for the very long time since I last wrote a blog post. I
have been plagued with a disease called "laziness" and it crippled my
hands from interpreting the thoughts on to paper. But today is special.I had an
epiphany today and I could not let these thoughts fall through.
Recently,
I’ve realized that I seem to have found
someone who finally lushed my
heart the craziest possible way.
This new
experience that i’m experiencing from the last some months now has helped me redefine and better understand this
thing called "love". However, I’ve also realized at the same time
that the love has different forms, different versions, different ways and the
different meanings in the different situations, different conditions and much
depends on person-to-person.
I think that
its almost impossible defining what love is.
Its tough,
its easy, it shines, it fades, it has
colors and shades,
its
day, its night, its dark, its light, its rite, its wrong, its a prose, its a
son, it is sadness, it is happiness, it is pain, it drives you insane,
there is feeling, there is healing, you make promises, you swear, there is security, there is fear,
it makes, it breaks, it tears, it mends, it
rises, it bends,
its a jewel,
its a crown, it comes up and down,
you sacrifise, you choose, you
win, you lose, you hide, you
find,
its in heart,
its in mind, its loving, its craving, its a fire, its a desire,
its giving,
its forgiving, you need it, you creed it, you
want it, you grant it,
it is an
inspirtation, its an aspiration, it is desperation, it is frustration,
it makes
you smile, make you cry, it even makes you wonder why,
love is deep
as oceans, with so many emotions, much that you
try to prescribe, love really you
can't describe.
P.S: thank
you, girl, that you made me realize and even think about all that, I haven’t
been this way ever before.