well then, i'm really observing that there's a serious and immediate need for me to cit down with my own self and sort out the tussle going in me.
i'm feeling sad, hurted and disappointed about the things that i'm not able to bare because of someone who is so important to me. there's too much to write, but my silence has taken over all my words and all my emotions. i feel an unplumbed silence around me, and shits, i don't want this to happen.
this is what happening to me till i get over myself with this unbarable silence:
Silence inside my head,
solitude shaping my thoughts.
Bitter melodies hummed under breath,
violence just under the surface. Loneliness creating unbearable pressure,
explosions in my mind.
Shaking in passions unreleased,
pain expanding outside myself.
Tears drain my strength,
frustration consumes my days.
Sultry dreams of you all night,
opening my eyes to emptiness. Pulled away from hope,
shaking as silence enfolds again.
Enveloped in inarticulate thoughts,
crying out without a sound. Muffled by my own fears,
tempered by past misfortunes.
Exhausted without a cause,
laying twisted in blankets. Something touching my soul,
leaving me vulnerable.
Loving you with such distance,
leaving me hurting alone. Anger built within frustration,
self-loathing in control of my emotions.
Sabotaging myself into sadness,
tears staining my heart. I don't want to be alone,
I don't know how to live.
Will your touch will heal me,
Will your love bring me to life. How you have made me weak,
you can make me strong.
Sniffling away my tears,
burying my lost hope. I crawl out of bed,
alone I face the day.
Solitude shaping my thoughts,
silence inside my head.
i'm feeling sad, hurted and disappointed about the things that i'm not able to bare because of someone who is so important to me. there's too much to write, but my silence has taken over all my words and all my emotions. i feel an unplumbed silence around me, and shits, i don't want this to happen.
this is what happening to me till i get over myself with this unbarable silence:
Silence inside my head,
solitude shaping my thoughts.
Bitter melodies hummed under breath,
violence just under the surface. Loneliness creating unbearable pressure,
explosions in my mind.
Shaking in passions unreleased,
pain expanding outside myself.
Tears drain my strength,
frustration consumes my days.
Sultry dreams of you all night,
opening my eyes to emptiness. Pulled away from hope,
shaking as silence enfolds again.
Enveloped in inarticulate thoughts,
crying out without a sound. Muffled by my own fears,
tempered by past misfortunes.
Exhausted without a cause,
laying twisted in blankets. Something touching my soul,
leaving me vulnerable.
Loving you with such distance,
leaving me hurting alone. Anger built within frustration,
self-loathing in control of my emotions.
Sabotaging myself into sadness,
tears staining my heart. I don't want to be alone,
I don't know how to live.
Will your touch will heal me,
Will your love bring me to life. How you have made me weak,
you can make me strong.
Sniffling away my tears,
burying my lost hope. I crawl out of bed,
alone I face the day.
Solitude shaping my thoughts,
silence inside my head.
