hey, i'm back!

Hey, so I’m back!

However unbelievable that it might be, this is indeed me, writing on this blog after ages!

wow. It's been ages since I've last written here. I wasn't even sure this account would work. I almost thought it didn't when an ad page came up with a

tiny link for 'No Thanks' before it continued.

A lot has happened since I’ve last written here, everywhere, and with everyone!

The life treated me   somewhat fair and somewhat harsh, but for sure  its been an intresting and a learning time all together.

I’ve actually almost forgotten that I have a blog here, and you’d also have forgotten for that matter. no?  However, there’s an interesting story how I got back here today.

These days, I’m having blows with the health. blows that have highly affected my work and efficiency.

Recently,  I’ve had a real bad cough and cold, and I have completely lost my voice–people can’t even understand me when I whisper. This is, of course, highly

Ironic, as each time I talk to someone, I need to give prove that its me!

and I cannot even speak

one word!

. I’m doing a lot of listening and keeping silent, and as I do so, I realize how frequently

words are used to explain ourselves, prove ourselves, justify ourselves.

I just imagined how terrible it could be if I ever go mute, and it is this realization that I decided to write here, as keeping silent is just not possible for the chatterboxes like me!

And now, while writing this post I’m realizing that I should write more often.

Besides the reasons of health, I’ve also found that there are so many things that I’ve not been able to share with anyone, and this blog is the best place to write them out. Hence,   I’m not promising anything at this point, but I’m definetly going to try that I write here more often!

Oh, and as I just said that I’ve learned a great deal from the last  several months, I’m reminiscing  a  song that will sum this up quite well:

Sing me a song, you're a singer

Do me a wrong, you're a bringer

The Devil is never a maker

The less that you give, you're a taker

So it's on and on and on

...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well

The lover of life's not a sinner

The ending is just a beginner

The closer you get to the meaning

The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming

So it's on and on and on

Oh it's on and on and on

It goes on and on and on, Heaven and Hell

I can tell, fool, fool!

Well, if it seems to be real, it's illusion

For every moment of truth, there's confusion

Love can be seen as the answer

But nobody bleeds for the dancer

And it's on and on, on and on and on....

They say that life's a carousel

Spinning fast, you've got to ride it well

The world is full of Kings and Queens

Who blind your eyes then steal your dreams

...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well

And they'll tell you black is really white

The moon is just the sun at night

And when you walk in golden halls

You get to keep the gold that falls

It's Heaven and Hell

Oh well,

So it's on and on and on

Oh it's on and on and on

It goes on and on and on, Heaven and Hell

I can tell, fool, fool!